friends are none-important.

today there was inter-class competition.. yeah :) kind of fun! though we kept losing.. but its ok, at least we had fun, with most of the people :)
just gotta say to someone: dont go around complaining about how unfair-ness you suffered.. you want to be player, then you got it. what more bloody shit you want? i be substiture already right. then? game, people take over you, you bei song, complain to other people about the captain, you so good then go be captain, teacher, players, strikers, defenders and mid-fielders lar. bloody crap.

the whole thing was fun until it was over. we said to go eat ice cream together, end up? forget it. you got your BEST FRIEND, and your ****** with you, still need me there for what? dont care le. i say i want quit, you show everybody black face, everybody thinks i hurt you.. yeah, whatever. you and your BEST FRIEND still talk secretly infront of me, then when i come, you move back a little, dont want me to hear, then i just walk away, you also dont give a bloody damn about it.

forget it. i'm mean, i'm stupid, lose to all of you guys in position, then i'm selfish.. i'm just not meant to be part of you guys.

i gotta say whats on my mind,
something about us doesn't seem right these days.
life keeps getting in the way,
whenever we try, somehow the plan is rearranged.
its so hard to say but i gotta do whats best for me.

i just dont belong here.