MANY MANY THINGS TO DO (:

hellooo (:

there's so many things to rush on.
HOMEWORK HOMEWORK AND HOMEWORK =/

so after this, i need to do my homework (:
i havent finish XFAMILY yet ):
no time!

i havent watch bullfighting ep 10 either!
no time!

i did my editing on draft two (:
heees, quite satisfied. just that havent put layout.
THANKS SEBRINA FOR CONTRIBUTING A BUNCH (:

i need to rush on math homework.
study for lit test (although dont really care)
finish my chinese weekend assignment.

NO MORE TIME TO WASTE =/

BYEBYE (:

IRRITATED.

this post is before i watch my baobei XFAMILY (:
today charmaine&celeste didnt come to school uh. make me and laura hand pain eh. copy notes for you! then celeste still dare to say dadong is gay =/

maine, your homework, notes and stuff is with me (:
celeste, yours is with laura (:

there is ALOT of weekend assignments this week.
1) MATH
2) LIT
3) CHINESE
4) ENGLISH PROJECT
5) SCIENCE

wahh. cant watch my XFAMILY wor ):
uh, im going to watch XFAMILY now.
BYEBYE PEOPLE (:

AARON IS TOTALLY CUTE (:

hello people (:
just finished watching x family ep44!

okay, i shall post about what happened in school today (:
today went to school with a bad stomach cramp.
thanks to those who kept encouraging me & accompanied me thru recess. THANKS A BUNCH (:

after school, went to cavana to eat lunch. after eating, felt like puking xD
im so not feeling well ):
but i still went to school (:
this is worth complimenting (:

i watch bullfighting ep9, felt so sad uh.. but the storyline VERY NICE (: you guys should watch it!
then i watch x-family, watch until ep44 already!!
i want to say something VERY IMPORTANT:

AARON IS NOT MARRIED YET.
can you guys dont hurt my feelings and say aaron is married?
wait till i fall in love with other stars then you say he's married uh.

AARON IS TOTALLY CUTE (:
DA DONG TOO (:

you guys should really watch x family! ssssssooooooo cute uh >.<

till here.
FULLSTOP.
i shall carry on my xfamily tml (:

BYEBYE (:

NYAA CAMP 2008

currently back from camp.
slept for 3 hours.
ate chocolate, chicken rice, curry puff, pastries.

i'll post abit of camp..
what happened in camp?
alot of bullshitting.
thanks to mr. neo we were suffering throughout the whole camp.
i'll start with the most bullshit one.

we were punished because we were early. people who came late claimed that they did not have time to bathe, so those people who reported early was punished. okay, now i feel like scolding vulgar. [MARILYN calm down] now, here's the reasoning. if the people who came early gave the people who came late time to bathe, then the people who came late will be early and they will be punished too uh.

so if both parties had time to bathe, and everybody reported on time, it wont be called a camp and its called a miracle.

but theres some people who had time to bathe, because we were bathing together, same toilet. there's no reason why we can come on time, and they cant. so its their mistake uh.

but that retarded pig, only thinks its our fault, when we came to report on time. is this the culture of every camp? so next time, everybody rather report late uh. then everybody will be push up position. so how do we settle it? thats easy.

PUT THAT PIG IN PUSH UP POSITION INSTEAD (:
cause he is the only reason for all these. gave us so much time to bathe uh, so it turned out like this.

this camp sucks on this point.

then teachers were screaming, totally like the pig. then we have to go under torture, while teachers were in heaven.

there was the mud thingy,
there was the night guard thingy,
there was the reporting late and ended everybody to be in push up position.

the only fun thing was the obstacles.
IM SO GLAD I WAS A BELAYER (:
thats the only thing im glad about.

we have to go through all these again next year.

i cant believe how much you've changed.

funnn (:

today was fun, except the moody part.

went to cell group in the noon, then after that was fellowship. i cant believe i lost STRESS twice! first time, i lost to shu wen. second time, lost to cyril. AHHAHRHAGHHH!! then jordan tan said i was the ULTIMATE LOSER. thanks uh.

but not bad eh, i didnt lose taidi today. but i didnt win too ):
then after that, we went to eat dinner at long john with cyril, shu wen and maine.
after that, we went to play hockey & we realised something!
CHARMAINE BROUGHT BAD LUCK TO PEOPLE TODAY.
no matter what we played, those people around all lost.
so when we were playing hockey at arcade, i chose my partner.
first round- cyril
second & third round- shu wen.

omg, i won all rounds.
then suddenly got mood swing, dont feel like talking to people, just a certain people.
i dont know why i became like this.
cyril say its mood swing, he sometimes have it too.

tml going service (: hope i will be able to recover from my moodiness.

BYEBYE (:

i know this cant be settled easily.
we all need time.

in this period, everybody will be thinking its the other's fault.
but i think it all started because of me mostly.
im totally sorry about it.
i didnt think of the consequences.
i didnt think of your feelings.
but i dont regret it.
because this is the time,
everybody showed their real them.

im now confused.
my moods are in total mess.
i will not shed any more tear for you.
i will live my life well.

i dont want to show my friends my mood swing anymore.
i dont want them to worry for me.
i dont want to spoil all the fun they have.
i want to treasure time with them.
i dont want to destroy any more lifes.

and to you,
when you told me the first part,
i believed.
when you told me the second part,
i still believed.
when you told me the thrid part,
i believed you.
but when you said the fourth part,
you lost all the trust i had in you.

you told me that you trusted me,
i trusted you.
you told me i was not at total fault,
i was relieved.
but when you told me to seek forgiveness,
i really am angry.

when you will ever know humans makes mistakes?

longg DAY (:

these few days, ive been busy with homework, this and that.
ive been thinking alot on friendships, relationships after that incident too.

today there was belaying lesson, quite fun (:
i was kind of down when someone i wanted was not there, while someone i didnt wanted was there. so anyway, i just loved belaying (:

he han is down with fever today T.T GET WELL SOON BEST FRIEND! hope you get better before the camp (:


i akways thought you knew what was right.
just because of your innocence,
i thought it was a coincidence,
i thought it will never happened,
but it still did.

you make things feel alright,
but no matter how hard you try,
its still broken,
it cant be fix.
it cant repair and make it perfect again.

its good to be friends.
but its not good to be the best kind,
or the perfect one.
there will be always disappointment,
quarrels,
misunderstandings,
or even obstacles that cant be cleared even if you're given a million years.

its a commitment thing,
its not what you want.

im tired of being the bad person,
i just wanted to be who i am,
who i really am,
be with who i really feel like being with,
not the bad person who always break relationships,
its tiring,
its painful,
its what you will never expect it to be.

i saw and went through so much with you guys.
im still not tired,
im still on fire for you guys,
love is still there.
thanks charmaine for being there with me,
even if that was such a short time
i feel right,
i feel safe.

now, i just want to be at the right place,
with the right people,
not perfect people.
i want to truth,
not doubts.

thanks lixuan for your concern,
im truly touched by you.
i really know who i am.

i dont want to be tied down by doubts,
or lies,
i hope it will be cleared up.
i hope im out of the bad zone.
im into who i am.

BOO!

hello people (:

just came back from whitesands. ate lunch with lixuan, saii, vanessa and celeste (:
played that shei lai jie zhao thingy (: i keep losing when i play with lixuan and celeste. mwahaha, dont worry, i'll win you guys one day!! i just hate the ice part, esp from lixuan.

im enjoying school days so far. just the homework part =/
and im so glad we found our team name so fast!

so now, everybody in five.kanasais, are called kanasai.
hahahhaaa (:

now no handbook, so i shall post two/niners weekend homework.
1) science workbook
2) math (if you havent done yet)
3) chinese (for people like me who havent done book review)
4) geography (study for test and do the first page of worksheet)
5) spontaneous writing (for people like me who left a line but only wrote a page)
uhm.. so many wor. i think thats all bah.
and one more! theory homework, for people like me who is having piano class on monday, but havent finish theory homework yet =/

ok, thats all!
BYEBYE (:
from kanasai =/

first day of school (:

HELLO PEOPLE (:

im so happy going back to school. though now, no more time to watch my x-family!
&im so happy charmaine theng joining us in our team (:

going to work hard this year bah.
darryl says to work hard & jiayou.
hahaa, i will.
hope the others will jiayou too (:

& CHARMAINE THENG!
thanks a lot for scaring me with that aaron's info. its not true! retarded, im so gonna kill you when i see you.

& today so fun!
though i was suffering my 5mins torture cause i didnt tell you guys something =/
we ate lunch at whitesands, foodcourt.
and we stayed there for hours & found out that celeste admired so many people..
not many, its much. uncountable =/

okay, anyway, i hope everybody will enjoy school!
& i hope i can fufill more items in my wishlist (:

BYEBYE (: