(:

Just came back from whitesands.
Talked with my bitch, Laura for like so longgggg.
So cool (:
Nothing is dull with my bitch! (:

This post..
I want to say some thanksyou(s) and sorry(s).

Firstly!
Im SO SORRRRRRRRRYYYYYYYY my darling, SEBRINA (:
Sorry for ruining your beautiful face (:
Wakakakas.
But Im really sorry for causing that cut.
Sorry sorry sorry!

Secondly!
Konglong, Celeste (:
Sorry for laughing at you.
Although I know you forgave, but I just want to let you know..
IM VERY SINCERE (:
Yay!

Thirdly!
I want to thank my Bitch!
Thanks for talking to me.
Going thru good&bad times with me.
Esp, today..
Hm..
Other days when Im upset..
Thank youuuuu!
& sorry for not giving your birthday present yet!
Sorry ><

Fourthly!
Brandon! (:
I remembered you.
Wakakakas, say Thank You!
Thanks for helping me out in my d&t stuff.
Thanks for being so concern.
But Im really not angry now.
You dont have to feel that bad (:
Cause its an accident.

Lalala.
In short, I just want to thank God for putting great people in my life!
Yay (:
But..
How I wish my life was TOTALLY PERFECT.
But its not possible.

Quite a bad day today.
& it shall END IT HERE.
FULLSTOP. (:

Okay.
Byebyeeeee!

my heart is just like the scar on my back.
it can bleed.

IF (:

BOOOOOOO!

Currently just came back from whitesands.
Saw one retard.
No, actually, SAW MANY retards (:
All from 2/8!
Hahaha.

Going to study Geography today (:
I going to fulfil my study hours by thursday.
Hohoho!

So many things happened in school today.
I dont understand it.
If you think you know me VERYWELL,
please look at the left side of the blog,
which says TRULY HATES ..
I really hate what you are now.
I never thought you will be like that to YOURFRIEND.
I dont get it.
You always forget the good things I did for you/to you.
Then you shoot me down.
This shot makes me feel so upset.
Forget it.
Now you have your own friend.
You wont listen to me anyway.

This word 'hypocrite' keep running in my head.
I will try not to be it.
Cause i dont want to be labelled as that.
It means to pretend to be someone you're not.
I will never want to be that way.
I just want to be ME.
But.. i dont understand why..
Anyway.
I just hope to stay happy.
So i can study (:
Yay!

Bye then (:

are you doing it on purpose?

once again,
i get the shit.
everytime it happens.
you treat it as nothing happened to you.
yes yes.
i know.
i dont deserve your apology.
or maybe.
i dont even deserve you to be my friend.

HELLO (:

Hey (:

I almost forgot my computer password.
Cause i keep changing these few days.
Hahhaha (: scare me =x

Hm..
Today no lessons in school (:
Maths - Ms tan went thru revision paper, but no one was really listening..
English - did test paper.
CME - talked (:
Music - slacked.
Sexuality Lesson - crapped (:

Really no lessons.
Mondays are fun!

Im going to study soon.
Hahhaa.
2/8 people dont study already lah.
Give chance (:
See you all study like that, very scary leh.
2/9 is capable to beat you all too, just that we havent unleash our power (:
Muahaahhaha!

Okay, i shall stop being retarded.
Byebyee!

OHYEAH (:

Yay!
Im so glad.

I studied for like more than 10 hours during the weekend.
Im so proud of you, Marilyn!
I found powerpoints from the net.
Then i went thru them, took notes.
Then Im studying like..
Really hard (:
There is only one more chapter that i havent gone thru.
The Reflection & refraction (Chapter 7)
But i have a great sense of accomplishment now (:

Yay!
Now i can motivate people to study =D

Ohyar.
my handphone is currently confiscated =x
Dont call me/sms me these few days until i get back.
& im being quarantined like for 48 hours.
So sad ):
Im so glad tml is monday!

Okay, shall stop here.
I shall bathe & continue with my studying (:
Byeeeee.

(:

Hello!
Just felt like blogging suddenly!
Hahhaa!
Im so glad.
I feel a sense of accomplishment.
I studied my science.
Yay!

Though my parents scold & think i spent too much time on msn.
Whatever lah.
I know i studied & put effort in it.
I dont care abt how you THINK.

I packed my table.
Filed my notes.
I feel great.

Going to zzz.
Byebye (:

BOO!

Hello!
Kind of hyped up during d&t today.
Hahaha.
It was kind of fun scaring people with my weird actions.
I dont know why I was so hyped up.

But anyway.
My head is bursting.
So many people keep telling me bad news..
I dont know what to do..
But Im trying to clear as many space so I CAN STUDY (:
Im trying not to think of those problems,
although i know that running isnt a solution.

But anyway,
I want to thank my mom.
For her concern..
Dear mom,
Im feeling very very fine (:
I do not have fever.
Im not sick.
& thanks for asking me what problems I have in school.
Thanks for your understanding..
Thanks mom (:

Im currently typing notes.
& chatting on msn.
Keep things running in my head like water.
I dont understand so many things ah.
Science.
Friends.
Graphs.
People.

And I re-emphasize once more.
If you dont mean your apology,
then DONT freaking say it.
I prefer you not be my friend,
then to act like you're.
I dont force you to apologise or anything.
But if you want to apologise,
I will be glad to accept it.
I dont wish to lose any friends either.
But forgiving & trusting people needs time.

Shall stop here.
Im so upset with many many things.
Bad news keep shooting me down.
Byebyeee (:

LALALA

Hello!
Short post.
As requested from Joey, MY LESBIE (:

Today, kena tricked by MR LEEEE.
That idiot who told me Fahrenheit disbanded.
Wah, I was so freaked out.
Then go check the net.
Then later, he sms me say he tricked me.
Zzzzz.

Nothing much happened in school..
Just that some retards go create this club,
which made me so pissed.
I dont get it ah.
If you dont like it,
then just shut up lah,
I also never disturb you with them or anything.
I dont understand why you guys must criticise until like that.
Nevermind,
no matter how much I say,
it wont get into your ears.

Im so tired.
Going thru this cycle everyday.
Sometimes, I just wish I could tell you everything.
Then settle it for once.
No more friends problem.
No more worrying.

Thats it.
Im going to stop.
Byebyeee.

i dont get it.
am i your friend or enemy?
do you have to treat me this way?
you're making me regret telling you all the stuff,
and treating you like my friend.


when my hope seems out of sight,
i know you will shine your light.

我知道你我都没有错,
只是忘了怎么退后,
信誓旦旦给了承诺,
却被时间扑了空.
我知道我们都没有错,
只是放手会比较好过,
最美的爱情回忆里待續.

SICK.

Aiyor.
Im feeling so down.
Sick&tired.
Coughing badly.
Feel so sick.

The more I think of it,
the more I get so upset.
Aiyor.
Everything is going the wrong way.
I dont know how to do anything..

After all the lying and all the deceiving,
please do not say sorry and forget it.
Please do not pretend nothing happened.
Because you have cut a deep scar into my heart.

After all the avoiding,
please do not say sorry too.
Cause I dont want to see everybody upset too.
It all started because of me.
But it just isnt me.

I just dont know how to face all my friends anymore.
All the trust level just goes down.
And I dont know how to cope.
I dont know who to confide in.
Everything just keep spreading.
And I hate this feeling.

Just hope I wont need to go school so soon.
Im just too tired..

Signing off.

LALALA

Aiyor.
So sad today.
Want to cry.

Didnt know my friend is such person.
I dont know lah.
Feel being used and cheated.
I feel so upset.

Nevermind.
Other than being cheated by my friend,
or so-called friend.
Now, being scolded.
Then dont know how to say anything.

Thanks Charmaine.
For being the greatest xiaozharbo (:

Thanks Joey.
For being the greatest Lesbie (:

Thanks for cheering me up.
I really appreaciate it.
Although, whenever i think of it,
still will upset.

Okay.
Shall stop here.
Byebyeee (:

LALALA

Hello.
Just came back from Whitesands.
Aiyor.
Play taidi at kopitiam.
Then kena caught by teacher.
That teacher so nice man,
when i win already then she come and catch.
Hahahhaa (:

Okay.
Going to tuition any min.
Currently very tired.
Just ran 2.4 today.
Damn sian.
Our positions all mixed up.
Dont know need to re-run.
If need to re-run, I will cry.
I dont like running.
Esp, when the sun is shining brightly.
Its so tiringggggg.
Yay!
We are going to do our five stations soon!
Thats so much better than running (:

Oh yeah.
I have to thank some people (:
1) Joey Lesbie!
- Thanks for lending me your curve ruler, esp when its so last minute! Sorry (:

2) Charmaine
- Sorry ah xiaozharbo. Bully you so much, hahah, but thanks for cheering me up when i cried at kopitiam, while SOMEOTHERPEOPLE were laughing. thank you my dear xiaozharbo.

3) My bitch, Laura.
- Thanks for your comfort too & your listening ear! Im so glad to have a bitch like youuuu (:

4) The other kns-ers.
- Thanks for cheering me up on tuesday. When i was so upset, and crying. thanks for drawing the paper plates, notes and let me hug you. Sorry Celeste for the shirt =x Im glad that I have friends like you guys!

5) Mrs Tan.
- We were so tired today after P.E, then we were zzz-ing off your lesson. Thanks for being understanding and let us rest & thanks for your jokes.

Okay, just thank you peeple.
Shall stop here.
Byebyeee (:

im tired,
yet happy.

ULTIMATE LOSER

Hello!
Came back from Whitesands.
Was super funny.
We played 5 rounds of taidi,
which CHARMAINE THENG kept losing.
Lose for 5 rounds.
She said she will not go home until she wins.
Then after that, we (me, Celeste&Lixuan) gave her chance.
Then she got 3rd.
She was so happy.
Then played the last round.
She got 3rd again.
Same, she was super happy.
Hahaha, ultimate loser =x

Heard a terrible news today.
Im going to miss youuuuuuuu.
Oh, i feel like crying again..

Thats it.
Im going to stop before I cry.
Byeeee.

i dont know why you feel so left out.
but i want to know,
that you have to stop thinking we're leaving you out.
cause you didnt make it a point to join in,
but we still love you darling!
dont be so upset okay?

LALALLA

Hello.
Today's been crazy.
I cried and laughed.
Hohoho.
Thanks to my dearest friends who have been trying to cheer me up with paper plates,
notes and more more..
THANKYOU (:

Oh,
& I really want to say:
Ms Ong. Thank you for your concern.
I dont know if you knew that I was crying,
but thanks for your concern.
You're super niceeeee.
Thanks for cheering me up with the rolling me to general office thingy.
Im so touched.

Oh yeah.
& Eugene too.
You may not read this.
But anyway,
thank you for talking to me on msn yesterday.
You may not know I was feeling so down,
but thanks for crapping with me and kill time with me.
Thank youuuuu =D
You're great friend!

After school today,
went to MY house.
Studied for like 1 hour, or lesser.
Then started playing and get hyped up.
We will not do it again.
Hahha (:
This sat we'll really STUDY (:

Thats it.
I want to revise my science!
Like some weirdo, example > Eugene Eng.
Byebye (:

HELLO!

*This is dedicated to my late xiaojiujiu, Ben.
Rest in peace.
Its been such a tiring journey you've been thru.
Now, its time to rest.
Stay happy in heaven!
You will live in our hearts forever.

Im so sad.
Jiujiu is in heaven.
I miss him lots.
Im sure my grandma misses him badly too.
There's so much homework.
I better start doing it.
If not, Ms Ong will scold.
Thats it.
Byebye (:

if that really happens,
i will be so sad.

LALALLALA

Now super extremely bored.
Cant watch TV.
& guess what?
Fahrenheit is on TV!
I cant watch the ending.
AHHHHH =X

Aiyor.
Today Lesbie never sms meeee.
So sad =X
Im going service tml.
Sofia is going too.
Yay.
I love Sofia.
Sofia, you're supposed to say:
I love you too MARILYN.


Okay. Shall stop here.
Its getting bored.
I shall talk on the msn.
With people.
Thats it.
Byebye (:

HELLLOOOO

Hi guys!
Haha =D
Didnt post yesterday cause I was at funeral.
I miss xiaojiujiu!
Hm..
Nothing much to post.
It just busy weekends.
& I'll not go school on monday.
Miss me, people.
I know you will.

There's this funny conver between Chinese teacher, WuLAOSHI and Shane.

Laoshi: "Why do you people eat so much?"
Shane: "Puberty."

I was laughing.
Although it may not be funny.
Hhahahahaha =D

Just came back from speech day rehearsal.
Kind of retarded.
People who sat beside me kept laughing.
NEVER CONCENTRATE.
Hahahha =D
Bring pillows tml, Audience!

Im rushing to tuition.
Then to my popo house.
& I will not be posting for the next few days.
Im so sad.
I miss this com.
Despite the fact that it irritated me and shuted me down.
Im going to change com.
I just need to convince my dad.

Thats it.
BYEBYE (:

seeing you makes me feel pressurized.
i dont know how to tell you.

LAURAAAA

Hahhaha.
Hellooo people.
Im so hyped up todayy.
So happy.
This post is will be kinda boring cause I'll be just posting on how RETARDED Laura is.

We went to MARILYN's house for c.i.p stuffs.
Finished in like an hour's time.
It was so tiring.
But we got hyper after that.
We were taking pics of each other.
I puttedddd down my hair.
Laura&Me were like ghosts.
Then we started taking pics.
Laughing.
BUT not only theseeee.

Laura started jumping,
doing weird actions.
It was freaky.
She started to wear my specs.
Then took the hello kitty paper clip to clip her hair.
Posing as Mr. Bean dancing.
It was ssssooo funny.
We kept laughing.
Hhahahaha =D
Sebrinaa has the pics.
Check them out at her blog.
If you were there,
Im sure you will laugh your ass off.

Thats it.
Im so glad there is no homework due tml.
Oh.
& double periods of everything tml.
Siannneddd.
Byebyeee.
I supported 2/8 today.
You guys better say Thank You =D

Lallala

I gotta post this complaint letter.
I kena bullied by a bunch of retards.
Called Celeste, Lixuan & Laura.
They thinks I put Him above them.
Its equal okay =D
I love people =D

Yay.!
Today was such a fun day.
Was chinese lesson.
Then everybody kena punished by teacher.
All stand.
Then still talking.
Then teacher say squat.
It was damn tiring.
But I act innocent.
Then teacher ask me sit =D
So funny lorrr!
Then people started scolding me.
Cause I acted innocent.
But I really didnt do anything to upset teacher in the first place =D
I took a pic of everybody squating.
It was damn funny =X
Okay, better dont say anything if not I kena beating.

Then got a gift by Clavis.
Took a pic too, but never post.
Hahah =D
He gave me a Bless Notebook.
It was very cute.

& today, Isaac fell down from the chair.
I may be mean.
But it was hilarious.
I was laughing like shit.
I love to see people fall.
Hahahhaha =D
Sorry for being mean!

Today, received a news.
I was kind of disappointed.
But Celeste told me something.
Than I found that I was being selfish.
So I decided to BE GOOD GIRL =D
Yay.!

Thats it thennn.
Im going to do my math homework.
Byebyeeee.

Todayyy!

Yay.!
So happy.
My dad just gave me $$.
Woots.!
I feel rich =D

& aiyor, people.
Im not angry abt the fahrenheit thing already.
I dont mean to be that fierce.
Just that, I was very pissed that day.
Sorry =D

Today,
last lesson of guitar.
Im going to miss Mr. Lee badly.
I found out that he was super niceeee.
THANK YOUU for giving me A grade.
& I found out that you can comfort people nicely too.
Hahahha =D
Really going to miss you =D

Today,
Found out something amazing.!
Laugh like shit.
Marilyn, you're smart.
Hahahhahaha =D

Thats it.
No homework today.
Yay.!

i see my hopes up in the sky,
but the next second,
it dropped again,
went past thru my heart,
and left a deep scar there.
i should stop dreaming,
shouldnt i?

SADDED.

Hellooo.
Just came back from Church.
Freaking fed-up.
Why?

This computer sucks.
Keep changing colour.
You're so going to be in the bin.
You irritated me.

Why do my FRIENDS keep things from me?
I dont get it.
In the past, I told you everything.
Even up till now,
whatever shit you wanted to know,
I told you.
& what did I get back in return?
Shit.
If you dont want to tell me,
dont whisper infront of me.
Its freaking irritating.
If its nothing gotta to do with me,
then speak it loud!
Like I care.
You may say,
"You everything also want to know for what?"
Then why do you want to know my shit then?
Whatever.
I'll get to used to it anyway.
Just do what you like.
I dont give it a freaking damn.

I dont care anymore.
Im getting so upset recently.
Im sorry to my other friends if I have made you upset too.
But talking to some people makes me feel happier too.
Thanks.
For accompanying me.

Oh.!
Jonathan will be leaving to NS.
Aiyor.
Though you everytime bully me,
disturb me,
SUAN me.
Hm.. I still will miss you when you're gone!
Say thank you.
Hahahh =D
God loves you & I love you too, Jon!
Byeeeee. I'd love to see your new hairstyle =D

Thats it.
I gotta do my homework.
Freaking sian.
Got essay.
Byebyee then!

Helloooo!

Just came back from CG.
Not happy at the moment.!
Very angry.!
With people who dont like fahrenheit.
Its like..
Its okay if you dont go crazy over it,
but can you just keep your mouth shut if you dont like it.?
I didnt criticise whatever boy band or anything you all like as well.
So stop criticising mine.
Im freaking fed-up.
Im not going to say anything abt Arron,
in case some people insult him again.
What the hell he did to upset you?
I may not know him.
I may be dreaming everyday.
But this is just me.
Freaking get lost if you dont like this ME.

Lost taidi today.
No mood to play anyway.

I dont know what to carry on.
Cause I know I'll have comments like.
"Then you dont talk too much abt Fahrenheit lah, its very irritating".
Or.
"Its not our fault, cause you're the one who starts and talk abt Fahrenheit ALL THE TIME".
Okay.
Im freaking sorry.
I'll try to keep my mouth shut.
Happy.?

Thanks so much, Friends.

Im trying to keep every single thing to myself now.
Cause being too talkative just gets things worse.

BOO.!

Aiyor.!
Today woke up at 8+.
Then sms-ed Sofia.
Then waited for her reply until I slept.
Hahhah.
Now still havent reply =X

Currently, talking to a freak on msn.
Her name is Celeste =D

Lixuan posted that Fahrenheit sucks.!
Which is getting my blood boil.!
Mr. Lee said my taste was bad.
Hmph.!
I dont like you ALLL.!
Insult my laogong again and you get BITCH.!
(Bite+Pinch.)
Although Laura doesnt like fahrenheit,
I trust that she will support me,
Cause she is my Bitch.!
Yay.!

Oh, yes.!
Joey is also my officially Lesbie.!
Yay.!
She rock.!
We rock.!
Together, we're stones.!
Yay.!
Not funny =X

BYEBYEEEE =D
LoveYOU.!

LAAA

Yay!
Just came back from tuition!

Nowadays, keep using Caps.
Like writing formal letter like that.
So weird.
Hahah =D

Had math test today.
Going to flunk like shit.
Cause I didnt have the x(square) + x -12 = 0 equation.
Dammit.!
& I cant draw the freaking graph with the curved ruler.!
Oh man.!
Im starting to hate this topic.!
The ruler sucks badly.

Had cca.
Mrs. Sherri did the steps with us.
Look totally weird.
But found out that her smile is quite pretty too =D
Yay!
I praised someone today.!

Yay.!
Mr. Jason didnt ask me why I ponned Math Olympiad.
Mrs. Sherri didnt ask me why I ponned Dance last week.
Im gladdd!

Got tuition.
Thought I'd sleep throughout the lesson.
But I didnt.!
Yay.!
Ms Boh said she will miss me if I quitted tuition.
So I'll not quit!
Yay.!
Love Ms. Boh.!!

I hate Mr. Lee.
Who said fahrenheit sucks.
Led my classmates and 2/8 people astray.
Told them that fahrenheit super sucks.
Hmph.!
So childish.!
I dont want to quarell with you.!
I HATE MR. LEEEEEE.
Dont you ever dare insult my husband, ARRON =D
Hmph.!

Done crapping.!
Byebye =D
I love Arron.
And him, of course.

LAAAA

YAY!
Today.
Im happy.
Again, dont ask me why.

Currently, talking to Joey!
Talking abt how weird is 2/8.
HAHA =D
Weird People.
Gave Waikiat ice pop, FOC.
He want to return the money!
Then Sebrina thinks we're in love.
Thats weird..

Anyway.
SKIPPPEDDDD Math Olympiad.
Ohmigod.
They going to ask me why I skipped.
And Im going to say.
Hm, I have personal matters at home.
Hm? Weird.
I dont know what to say ahhhhh!

I did not do SCIENCE WORKBOOK.
So I gotta stay back tml.
WOW!
Math supp is tml too.
WOW!
Freaking siannn.

Im glad that people like our DOG FOOD.
Haha =D
2/9 Rocks.
Thats it.
BYEBYE (:

missing you.
thinking of you.
your smiles.
i love them.

TODAY`

hello people!
YAY!
im happy today.
except during d&t.
dont ask me why.
i dont know how to explainnnn.

brokkkedddd on all the c.i.p recently.
ohno.

kind of dont know what to say now..
hm..
okay, i got fooled 5 times on April's Fool day.
1) button thingy.
2) same thing.
3) SAME THING!!
4) Venus saying Mrs Sherri saw me in Whitesands.
5) Shane telling me ________ that woke me up, and didnt know how to sleep after that.

stupid fooling day.

today.
hmm..
nothing much.
just to say MR LING ROCKS (:
he helped us to put the period attendance file in the office cause we didnt want to walk to the office.
why?
cause mr ong was there.
our socks, hair and uniform were not appropriate.
so.
Mr. Ling helped us put.
HE IS GREAT (:

thats it.
I love Arron.
Stop saying Fahrenheit is gay, cause they're not.
BYEBYE (:

sorry for slow reactions.

BOO!

Hello!
Just came back from CCA.
Quite pissed too.

Fiona tagged me to do this:
Name 10 things that made me happy recently, and tag ten other people to do it.
1) Had a satisfying result for our C.I.P
2) Arron getting more handsome =D
3) Cedric/Joseph no more beating my head.
4) Winning taidi, not the loser anymore.
5) Sofia going to services.
6) Celeste and Sofia going to cell group =D
7) Getting full marks for my math test.
8) No more empty pocket,
9) Not as retarded and crazy like in the past.
10) ARRON SAYS HE LOVES ME.

I doubt the ten people I tagged will do it.
But anyway, I trust them.
And by the way, I know I will get alot of negative comments on the no. 10,
But still, I want to say I love Arron Yan Ya LUNNNNNNN (:

The ten people:
1) Best friend, He Han.
2) Sebrina
3) Laura
4) Celeste
5) Sofia
6) Kai Lun
7) Charmaine
8) Cecilia
9) Afiqah
10) Des.

Okay. DONE (:
BYEBYE (:

its not the first time.
can you try not to show attitude to us?
be patient with friends.
is that so difficult?
i really love your friendly and nice side.