T,T

Hellooo.

Hehheh, yesterday watched Money No Enough in church (:
Its nice laahhhh, but the grandma died in the end.
That was so sad and touching T,T

Then went to bbq, met some people whom i havent met for a longlong time.
Then i got hyper and starting singing.
Heh, it was fun though (:

Today.
Went to school, with my $24 new haircut.
Aaahhhh ):

Came back.
Cooked potatoes, many of them.
Studied.
And going to study soon.

Im going off nowwwww.
Byeeeeeeeee.
The computer survey thing made me break fast.
Dahhh.

HEH.

Helloooo.
I will be com fasting tml.
And i will be studying todayyyyy! :D
i want pull my grade up up and up.

Heh, yesterday had tuition.
Bryan was so awesome!
Hehheh, he gave me sweets to shut me up (:
But end up still talking.
Hohoho :D thankyou luh!
Nelson was so funny lahh, but then make me talktalktalk.
Then Ms Boh scold meeeee ):

Bus-ed back home with Cheryl (:
Then she saw something ;xxx heh!

Someone say want help me pull up my grades.
Hohoho :D
Thankyou thankyouuuuuuuuuuuu.

Then after that msn-ed.
So emo lahhsss ):
dont go dont go cannnnn.

Okay, im going study soon.
Tml got service, movie and bbq! :D
Dont jealous people (:

Oh, bytheway, i think school's fun nowadays.
And i seriously think Ms Palai and Ms Ong very cuteeeee :D
Hohoho.

Byeeeeeeeeeeeee now.
I want change my blogskin!
But bu she de eh, this skin nice ehhhh.

HEHHEH!

HELLO! (:
Just came back from cellgroup!
Was super hyper with Rachel.
Then after cell, Cecilia also hyper :D
She is looking forward to the last day of this year!

Class Chalet is somewhat confirmed (:
Im praying hard that my mom will allow me to stay.
Last year liao ):
I will miss everyone,
but i bet everyone will miss me like crazy (:

Time passes so fast.
Its soon going to be over for 2008 ):
I dont want leave my class people eh.
Supersadfaceeeeeeeeee.

Im going on computer fast from 23-29 Aug (:
Dont miss me too much kay!

Okay, i shall stop here.
Byebyeeeeee (:
Daddy, takecare! Recover soon (:

darkness may come,
trials seem so long.
you're the light i depend on.
through valleys and storms,
your word keeps me strong,
my shelter, refuge and song.
i'll trust in you.

LA

Hellloooo.
Just came back from whitesands.
Saw my lesbie (:

Yesterday went to watch Singapore Symphony Concert.
It past my bedtime eh.
But i still finished the concert with my eyes opened.
It was quite nice lah.

And oh, Celeste.
I didnt want to make you jealous on purpose lah.
Heh, sorrrryyy, dont angry ah (:

Ah, not really in the mood to post.
But after Charmaine messaged me, then i feel better.
I know you did not do it on purpose.
Sorry for being harsh.

Stop here for now.
Bye.

i accept my friends for who they are.
and not because they are good looking or rich.

and even if you're joking,
please do not carry the joke too far.
cause it really hurts.
i said it so many times,
but it doesnt seem to get into you, does it?

you dont spare a thought for your friends,
including me.

you're biased against me,
cant you yourself see it?

hehhhh.
all i want now is a hug.

DAH.

Hello.
Marilyn is back from computer fast (:

Music lesson was kind of stressed today ):
Hehh.
Many bad things happened today as well.
I dont want to say ):
Supersadface.

Studying for history test tml.
I seriously think i've become more stupid luh.
Something is wrong with me.
But im going to change that.
I have faith that God is going to change me upside down,
turn me into a hardworking and clever girl!
Someone who can shine a light in my school.
amen!

The only good news is that, im not really poor now.
Yay man (:

And oh, i want to thank Vanessa, my greatest jiejie (:
Thanks so much for explaining and teaching me science.
Ahhh, gan dong (: xiexie oh!

And thanks my goodfriend for motivating me to study ah.
One day im going to thrash you in every subject (:
Hah, i dont be so mean lah.
Win you one mark can already, heh!

Bye nowwwwwwwww.
Have to go on another 1 week of computer fast by this month.
Yes, i can do it (:
Byeeeeeeeee.

please respect me.
do not read my messages without my permission.
its a basic courtesy and i hope you understand how it feels like.

there is a limit to tolerance.
i cant stand the way i am.
neither can i stand the way im treated.
nor can i stand the environment i am in.

get lost,
to you you and you.

HELLO.

Hello!
Back from cellgroup (:
Today was a short sermon.
My dear Cecilia! Get well soon okay (:
I love you & will keep you in prayer (:

Heh.
Today was a super great day at school.
Shall not post anything about it (:

AND yay!
Tml is friday, means i have to go cca cause i PROMISED my mommy and afiqah.
Ah, and i no money these few days.
Never been so brokeddddd before ):
Sadfaceeeeeeeeeeee.
God, i need financial blessings man!

Oh! Today we changed seats again.
But i think its quite okay lah.
Seating beside Jaime, hope she's not very drama.
Hoho, but it'll be fun if im hyper (:

I sent my poem to Jaime (:
Means i've done my lit homework!
Which was due-ed so many weeks ago ;x
Heh.

Im going on computer fast tml.
Dont miss me too much (:
Anything can message me.
Hoho.
Bye now!

BLAH.

Aiyor.
I keep making people angry.
I keep saying sorry to different people.
Even the slightest thing can blow up.
Its so tiring saying sorry,
not being able to let the other person feel what you mean.
Not being to rewind the time.


Im so sorry.
I dont know why i keep creating trouble.


i just feel like hugging someone tightly,
crying it out.

but there's no one out there.
all i have are responsibilities and trouble to clear.

MARILYNISBACK (:

Hello!
Im back!
Missed me?

Got alot of things to post.
Start from friday bah (:
Went to Sakae, with some people.
Shall not group them like what laura did.
Marilyn, Laura, Lixuan, Celeste, Che wei & Eugene.
Okayyyy.
We ate like crazy.
I didnt want to bloat myself up & gain weight.
and i didnt!

Oh! Before that we went to my house, play cards.
I NO DARE again! Yayyyy :D
Haiyo, what to say?
wo shi tian cai.

Then on Saturday, rotted at home.
Had diarrhea, then went to sleeeeeeeep.
Then did my homework!
Hehheh, guai right (:

Yesterday {Sunday}.
Went to service.
Hohoho, sang ONE national day song.
Then after service went to ehub to watch movie,
then went park play cards.
Lixuan so unlucky luh.
First time see her get so many dares, while I NO DARE :D
Then she clear, and did one dare!
Hohoho, fun right? But the way you did it was so weird sia.

Okay.
Stop here.
Today is holiday for us! :D
Enjoy it, because there is cca tml!
Durghhh.
Byeeeeee.
{and my blogsong nice right! thanks to laura}

i seemed to became further from you you and you.
i dont want to lose friends esp people like you you and you.
i want find a need and meet it, find a hurt and heal it.
but it seems like,
you guys a hiding something from me.
if you guys regard me as friends,
please tell me what happen.
if i did something, please tell me, and not give a cold shoulder.
sometimes i dont do things on purpose.
and i cant even remember what i did.
so if there's anything, tell me kay.

..

Hello (:
Im using computer because i have to do my history project, heh.
Shall make it super short.

Today, we had cell group (:
Like so long never go cell group like that, heh.
After cell group, played taidi.
I NO DARE (:

Okay, i shall finish my history project very soon.
Oh! Before i forget, HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE!
I love my country (:
shine for Singapore!
Okay, byeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

dont go overboard with your jokes,
if not one may get hurt.
and if you're unhappy about anything about me,
tell me straight instead of giving a cold shoulder.
dont take your friends for granted.

say words that encourage,
say words that will not hurt each other,
dont put one another down.

Marilyn ;D

Hello!
Just came back from Swensens (:
Ate super many stuff, growing fatter.

And yes!
A SUPER BIG HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DADDY & SIM LI XUAN (:

Oh, i had fun splashing and throwing water bombs today (:
But, somepeople cannot find the birthday girl then come throw at me.
Hmphhhh.
Then we played taidi when we were all wet and colddddd ~

Okayyyyyy. Shall stop here.
I got alot of pics, but lazy upload ah.
Byeeeeee (:

blah.

Hello.
Im going to be 'MIA' soon,
on computer fast starting tml.

Woke up early for cell group.
But end up, didnt go.

{read it only if you care}

I dont get it luh.
If you dont want to go for cell group, services etc,
please do not influence other people eh.
You dont want to go just shut up luh.
And please luh.
We dont force people go okay.
If you really got something on, then tell us luh.
We wont threaten or anything right.
If you free, then you can go learn something from there what.
But if you dont want, then its perfectly fine.
Dont always say you want to go, then so last minute say you dont feel like going,
and give some crap excuses.
Think of the people who spent their time in preparing for you guys.
But if really emergency or important, then its okay.
why do we want you to go?
cause i have dream that i want to see my friends getting saved,
and believing in the same God as me.
so i will still try my best to reach out all my friends.
no matter how many setbacks there will be,
i wont give up that easily.

Yesterday, we went for FOP.
Hah, it was a blast, it was super fun (:
But i was so tired at the last part.
Slept immediately when i reached home.

Shall stop here.
Currently in need of $$.
Bye.

im so tired.
i was so excited at the start, but it is fading away soon.
i know there will be alot of difficulties and obstacles.
but if we continue to persist, there will be a breakthrough.
how do we keep our faith?
we have to push our level of faith to the level of vision.
there is always a period of waiting, and why must we wait?
cause he wants to teach us to trust him even more.
and delay doesnt mean that our dreams have crushed down.
God will turn the impossible situation around.
i have faith in that, amen.

(:

Hello people (:
I am back from tuition.
Ms Boh says she miss me, and someone is jealous of Ms Boh missing me (:
And i was so diu lian during lesson time, ah.
in fact, i always diu lian without realizing.

Today was super fun :D
Played with flour at ehub, hope it wont get caught or something ;x
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LESBIE! :D
Hope you loved this day, playing with flour and cake.
Hohoho, continue stay happy and hyper!
ILOVEYOU <3

Playing with flour is so dirty man, but its so fun.
We celebrate lixuan's & sebrina's birthday at www okay.
Play with water bombs, woo! Cooooool :D
Everyone was dirty except that two guys, superextraultra clean.
Pictures are with lixuan & joey (:

I washed my hair 3 times okay.
You should see my before and after picture of the flour-war,
there is a super big difference.

Okay, shall end off here (:
Byeeeeeeeeee.

im praying for a greater breakthru.
i dont believe nothing will happen.
i dont believe miracles wont happen.
i dont believe i wont get to see my friends getting saved.
so satan, get lost man.

fasting and praying, just for you guys.
{computer fast next monday-friday}